in bliss

i never knew i could love someone as much as i love you. so much that it scares me sometimes.

but if you ever let me down, i won't be the one killing you. i think they're all lining up already... hahaha :P

i love being your princess

thank you for making me feel like one.

thank you for letting me in on something so big. thank you for trusting me as much as you do. i know it's all too good that it might seem unreal because i feel that too. it's scares me too. but i'll be there to catch you too if you fell.

thank you for letting me into your world, and most importantly thank you for sharing your life with me.





p.s. princess i know you're reading this, no i'm not going to upsurp your throne, but i'm enjoying being the princess in his world... so let me just be that... haha :P

disappointed

not in you, you know that. so far you've been perfect. (maybe even a little too perfect. lols)

this may be the best thing that ever happened, or it could be my biggest mistake.

please help me to prove them wrong. i know you will. let's do it together.

i think this is it.

if this is a dream, please don't ever let me wake up. because you said you would catch me if i fell.

婆婆走好

“行行，行到街边拾个橙，橙好食，路好行...”

记得很小的时候，总是陪在外婆身边，时而牵着表姐或表妹的手，跟着外婆去散步。也记得外婆教过我们那一首首嚷嚷上口的粤语童谣。外婆推着手推车，上面坐着最小的表妹还有弟弟，带着我们其他三个表姐妹一起散步。

走到街口的 makmak 档，我们总是会吵着要外婆买零食。

这些童年的回忆，在我脑海里绕了一遍又一遍...

下午3点38分，原本预定在4点提早离开办公室去面试的我，其实本来就无心工作。电话响起，小弟说老妈吩咐我放下手边的工作赶到医院。昨晚听医生说外婆还没度过危险期，但是也没想到这么快。接完电话顿时手足无措，再过20分钟就要面试了，应该先走这一趟吗？

决定放下工作，匆匆忙忙安排好工作上的事，把面试推迟，赶到公司楼下想截计程车，原来这个时间的市区道路竟然可以一个车影都没有。走了一条街，两条街，三条街，还是截不到车。又走了一段路，才终于找到一辆空车。

应该来得及吧？下午4点08分，计程车开到中途，眼看就要抵达，拿起电话想问清楚大伙确切的位置。电话另一头传来姨妈哽咽的声音：“婆婆走了。”

晴天霹雳，我的泪如泉涌，泣不成声。我想司机大叔大概被我吓坏了吧？一路泪眼惺忪的摸索到病房，其间还搭错两趟电梯，差点走错了病房。走到床边，看着外婆安详的身影，可能会误以为外婆正在睡午觉。握住外婆的手，还有体温，脸颊、额头都还是热的。只是再怎么摇都不会有反应。

外婆的眼角依稀看得到泪光。也难怪，外婆走的时候，还有一半的家人赶不到医院。等不及见家人最后一面就走了，姨妈说外婆舍不得。

婆婆，我们都长大了，会照顾自己，你安心上路吧。我们会想你的。--黑牡丹