p.s.

blogger sucks! took me bloody 2 hours to upload those photos! argh...

yayy!! i finally have pictures to post!!

finally officially graduated! didn't want to have to answer awkward questions so decided not to post these photos to facebook... a lot of them are blurred!! sad.. but nvm i shall just throw them all up here... didn't take much cos really nothing to take and nobody to take with... waiting for rounds 2 and 3 where i can take many many more :P the photos are in random order cos blogger is so not photo friendly...

those who want photos lemme know i'll send them to your emails... cheers!!

i'm flooding my own blog....

i still believe communication is the key to any form of relationship... bgr, friends, family, co-workers.. whatever it is...

kindda nice to be able to express freely and listen to other pple talk, discover things you never noticed, find out facts that were carelessly passed over...

i broke down and cried, much to my own surprise, much to everyone's surprise...

i couldn't explain it when asked to. maybe it was just pent up so long and so deep down that it became a pressurised canister, just waiting to explode...

but at the end, it was only relief, new hopes, perhaps a couple more smiles, and a lot more understanding...

if only it wasn't just so small a step................ but then again, better than nothing i guess...

another bane of technology

words words words words words....

with facebook, i don't bother uploading photos anymore... i wait to be tagged...

now my blog only has words!! so boring!!!!

bleahs....

geeeez..........

i pissed another person off... in an approximate 24-hour gap.... haha

i dunnoe what's wrong with me either... and i'm not apologetic this time...

i can feel my wings getting stripped... halo going to be confiscated soon too... hahaha....

*blush*

oh well... watever...

bane of technology?

for the first time, i'm actually not pissed after a mere matter of a couple hours... haha... is it cos i'm getting old so i'm getting more tolerant? or am i finally practising what i preach? by not caring anymore....

maybe more of beyond care now... i mean, i don't let what strangers think bother me so why should i let this bother me? nope i'm not being spiteful but really, the real friends, i don't even need to say the words, they'll say them for me... like zong *winks*

why am i penning this down? maybe cos i'm kindda amused how small tiny matters can always be blown out of proportions everytime... haha... i really believe this thing called 八字不合 now (means clash in the birth characters)

oh well, what to do?

so what's this got to do with technology? i guess cos everything is so fast now, anything we want will appear on this magical screen at the snap of our fingers, with that tiny little muscle moving on that slender little finger resting on this thing called the mouse... so now we're all programmed to react fast and tend to jump to conclusions more...

it used to be snail mail remember? where we had to digest and pen down our thoughts, and read through for mistakes, ponder over what message our words bring across before we finally seal up the envelope and wait for oh mr postman to bring us the reply...

now we read fast, brain process fast, elicit response fast and problems like misinterpretation and mispresentation occur... and then we react to the misinterpretation/mispresentation and aggrevate the situation by making angry remarks

so this vicious cycle makes something as small as a tiny sesame seed become a huge matter...

isn't this one classic example of how the internet makes the world smaller but enlarges the distance between people? amusing huh?

dust as thick as a night worth of snow....

haha... i realised i haven't blogged for 3 months... cobwebs and dust must be an inch thick by now... haha... time to "clean up" a bit...

well, pretty much the same old, jobless, broke, yada yada....

went on 2 trips, first to kl, then to phuket....

kl was surprisingly good, made some new friends and had a lot of fun.... would love to hang out with that bunch again if possible

phuket...... can't say i didn't have fun... but kindda wished i didn't go as well.... let's just say, things weren't as expected, and found out a few things for myself too.... well who asked me to be so stubborn and agree to go just to spite my mum after fighting with her... only have myself to blame for that (only blogging this cos i know the parties involved won't be reading... hahaha... or at least i think so... =P)

been to a couple interviews recently, hoping for the best *fingers crossed*

laptop hopelessly down, handphone screen cracked and "disfugured"... one word says it all: suay.... haha... but i guess nothing worse could happen right? (i hope?) when you're at the pits, the only way to go is up... i still believe... the best is yet to be... (hahaha... this is sooo crap)

on the up side, convo coming! like finally, after so many years.... really excited... can't wait for it to come man... yes dione, we can finally go around the island and take group pictures... i hope your gowns aren't moth infested yet... heehee :P

that about sums it all i guess? ok... i'll be back to update sooon... (i hope... haha)