And it's goodbye

today we bid goodbye to dear ronald jr (aka subject #3) (yes the rat)

may you rest in peace

i don't believe this.........

my mum said this to me today:
"girl you're old already.... 24 now... what if you're left on the shelf? i think i should start going to those match-making sessions for parents....."

i just rolled my eyes.....

but pm lee is quite right.... i shouldn't start looking only when i'm ready.... but still... i have about 2-3 years to waste till i start looking proper... haha...

i still stick by my stand of not getting married till i'm 30... so back off mummy!

10 reasons why i shouldn't/cannot be a scientist

1) i am too vain to be one

• i look geeky in spects
• gloves are bad for nail-polish
• too much face masks gimme pimples
• no dressing up!

2) i am too much of a sleepy head to be one
3) i have too many friends to be with so i need my weekends off
4) i love food too much to survive on cup noodles my whole life
5) i love the sun too much to be stuck in a dungeon/cave for the rest of my life
6) i love my fingers too much to have them all bitten off
7) i love my bed too much to be away from it too long. and i need quantity time with it...
8) my brain kind of likes its vacations and extended "tea-breaks"
9) i hate cleaning up
10) *working on it*

My birthday wishlist

I know it's a tad too early..... (slightly more than one month to be exact) but to ensure that there's ample time for the word to get around properly, i decided to be absolutely shameless about it.... hahaha

there's only one thing on my wishlist this year: please gimme ang baos.

lol. no presents, no vouchers, no nothing please. No ang baos also can actually, but if anybody wants to give me anything, please just gimme ang baos.... lol

not that i'm that hard up, but just that there really isn't anything that i really want this year. i do have a few things that i'm saving up for but definitely not in the affordable range for my friends to get me so it'd be good if you all help to chip in a share :P

yupz... kb is being absolutely shameless this year... lol

遗憾是会呼吸的痛

koped this song from zr's blog.

rather weird that it should appear on his blog at this time. it makes me cry whenever i hear it. starting to hate visiting his blog already.... haha...

think about it, how many times in our lives do we tell ourselves "if only i had _(done this)_..." for me, it's a great many. if only. but unfortunately there're no reset buttons in life.

and i never seem to learn my lessons.

i have no idea why. i hope this is the last time i tell myself "if only". at least for this matter.



会呼吸的痛
梁静茹

在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想

你总说 时间还很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑

你没说 你也会软弱 需要依赖我
我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

i messed up

sigh.....

strangely enough... all my friends suddenly wanna see me all at one go... hahaha...

but i really can't find the time.... not that i don't want to meet you all ok?? don't believe? take a look at my schedule this month:

i can hardly even find time to write my thesis properly... it's due on the 24th oct! and it's only 20-30% written....

now will you all finally believe that i have the time to die but not the time to fall sick??

yawn......

current mood:
郁闷

interesting conversation topics today:
realistic versus idealistic; optimism vs pessimism;
how i should never go for plastic surgery/diet so as to keep my good fortune (i wonder);
how bengs get to know lians (and vice versa) in the good old days without current telecommunication convenience.

things that flew through my mind today:
me rats, someone, thesis, blardee kits, blardee standard curves, why some things keep reoccuring, someone again, am i going to die in this freezing bus, how i can make my dad stop nagging, rats again.

What more do i need to say?