changed my blogsong!
i really love this song... it's the ending song to that channel u show on plastic surgery. i really love this song much much more than the theme song cos it really touches me until i wanna cry when i hear it... hahaha...enjoy!你没想象中爱我词：石欣卉曲：So Million制作：曾偉祺演唱：石欣卉你小心翼翼 牵我手其实是担忧 藏不住我自尊也投降 活在她之下我 好傻你字字句句说 你不爱她那又是什么 让你害怕我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下我 好傻 不是我不说就不在意空等候原来 你没想像中那么爱我我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受你的存在 让我更寂寞你寸步不离 像天使的她挥霍我的爱 从不放心上我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白该 放开不是我不说就不在意空等候原来 你没想像中那么爱我我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候原来 你从来都没深刻爱我我才懂不是我不心痛其实是心没了感受呜~~~你没想像中爱我
today is whinesday....
warning: this is a post full of nonsensical ramblings. it has no flow, no link, 0 coherence and is full of random thoughts. if you're not in the mood for nonsense please click the red x at the top right hand corner to close the window. thank you.absolutely no mood to work..... been staring blankly at my 0.01% done thesis whole morning.... brain seem to have gone on a holiday.... though physically, i can only go on a holiday 5 months from now... haha...juan says i shall be the grumpy for us.... since i started my moanday, tearsday, and whinesday nicks.... lol... still thinking about what to call thursday... suggestions anyone?nobody leaves me royal scrolls anymore.... ok the tagboard is more convenient... but it's still not royal! hmph...time to do more staring......
kb is becoming an evil girl.....
and i think i am soooo getting retribution for it one day.need to start doing some good deeds to gain some good karma... haha... bleahz
grandpa in hospital
grandpa admitted to hospital on tues, only found time to visit today. i feel like a pretty lousy grand-daughter already without my mum having to rub it in EVERY chance she got... =Swent to the hospital today and the first thing my auntie asked me is: what's potassium chloride for? then next i was supposed to listen to what the medical report says. "because i'll most likely be the one who will understand the report" i'm not a blardee doctor...my medical knowledge is still pretty limited. esp after my boss treated us a round of drinks after work today. i bet alcohol affects memory recall... i should try reading up on that... lolthey should try asking me about memory formation and the effects of sleep deprivation. cos that's all i've been reading about for the past 2 months... still swimming and trying very hard to keep afloat... but i bet i have enough to drown them if they ask... hahahaoh well... nuts to me.. probably still not cleared of alcohol... muahaha =P
Updates?
writing because the princess demanded updates... haha...well there's been nothing much to update actually... everyday is just booooring work, go home, sleep, work, go home, sleep... yada yada yada...i'm learning quite a lot here, pretty exciting i should say, but i'm bound by a non-disclosure and my boss says we ought to watch what we say to people, not because we're doing anything bad or wrong but rather, to prevent problems caused by misconceptions. afterall, we scientists are a misunderstood bunch... haha...yup, so that limits whatever little i have to say, to almost nothing.ok i'm only going to be a scientist for this 7 months while i'm here. the no-life-lifestyle of a scientist really doesn't suit me. i can't imagine doing this for the rest of my life. kb needs to play! kb needs to PARTY~! no way am i going to devote almost 24/7 of my life to work, no matter how much i like my work in the lab. it's the horrendous hours and the out-of-lab (boooring) work that's killing me...i'm grabbing every chance i can to be out there. but then again, that means i got not much chance to catch up on the "rest" part. which makes me wonder how long i can last like this.... think i have to find a balance quick.finally saw a bit of free time these two weeks because of some things happening at work.. but i don't know if this "free-ness" will last past the first week of july... we shall have to see... but nonetheless, it gave me a bit more chance to go out and have fun... like finally... shall update photos soon... after i find the energy to install the software for my new phone...wait.. i think my disk drive on my laptop is not working.... hmmm.....BLARH
