i think i am falling sick :( gastric this morning... maybe cos of my coffee last night. then now i have a headache n feeling super sleepy... 6 more hours to knocking off... sobz.... :'(

today was a great day! had a lot of fun...

first day i worked on a sat since i joined concepts golf. not too bad an experience. helped fiona with a bintan lagoon reservation. learnt some new stuff. think i didn't handle very well but at least i didn't really screw it up big time or something... heehee. wasn't very eager to handle it since i seriously had no idea how to do the things frankie from vietlink required me to do but i'm glad i tried. = D fiona really guided me through the phone very patiently. she's a really nice boss as i said. think anyone else would have thought me a pain in the neck = P haha. since i had so many questions.

after work spent an afternoon nuahing n walking around places... met a few pple i didn't expect to meet today. first was willie. he helped me buy some cdrs that i desperately needed since he was down at sim lim. really appreciated the effort. thanx! = D saved me a lot of trouble. then when i got to ps, met lijun n juening there unexpectedly. was actually wondering what i was going to do there since i was 2 hours early. thanx to them, i had some company n managed to pass the 2 extra hours pretty effortlessly shopping with them. finally bought the pair of charles n keith shoes i had been eyeing since chinese new year. haha = P

then i met the guys! shiqi, kelvin n allan. deepa n liut were supposed to come too, somehow, liut disappeared these few days. i guess she was busy. then deepa msged me in the morning to tell me she was feverish n can't come. = ( pretty much dampened my mood at first, since i was left with the 3 guys. but then, i really hafn't seen them for so long. okie saw them pretty early this year, but that was the only time i meet them since we graduated n we didn't really have the chance to talk then. we talked for more than 4 hours from the time we met until we left starbucks at 11.20. amazing ehz? talked until my throat felt a bit sore. haha. took some pictures with shiqi's camera phone, will upload soon when he sends me. turned out quite nice = D hope they look as good on screen.

overall i had a great time lar. the guys were really funny. funniest part was when the three of them were trying to decide who should see me home. end up kelvin saw me home though i protested to it n said i could go home on my own. haha. in the end the poor guy missed the last bus n had to take a cab. felt really bad. = P the guys really have matured a lot since our jc days. really glad for them. they are treating girls too nice though. told kelvin n shiqi that. haha. girls will take advantage of that n bully u guys lehz. remember not to be too nice! haha.

i never realised i missed my jc friends that much until i talked to the guys, a pity wendy n huiping couldn't come too. but then, we all agreed that we should try to meet up more often in future. hope we manage it.

tmr will be another fun-filled day. though i have a meeting early in the morning, lunch will be dim sum buffet with my colleagues at cgm! i'm really glad i took this job cos of the pple i got to noe there. a fun bunch. sharon thought eugene was bringing moi moi when we told her that eugene was bringing a friend! haha. so funny. after buffet will be ktv! woohoo! frequent visitors to my blog will noe how long i have waited for a ktv trip. haha. since meeting is pushed up, hopefully will get to have dinner with them. 3 weeks left in cgm, i'm sure i will miss everyone when i go back to school.

ok.. time to sleep. looking forward to tmr! =D

i'm having the most horrible day of my life. i was grumpy, grouchy, nothing was going right, sigh..... i think in fact, i'm going out of my mind already. trying very very hard not to lose my temper, trying very hard to be nice. but if i did step on anybody's toes today, pls do forgive me. i really didn't mean to. hope everything will blow over by tmr. tmr will be a better day.

sleeeeeeepy.... was up the whole night trying to finish those pesky costumes. but i can't finish them :( ok i can only blame myself for not being able to finish. nobody asked me to go online n chat for almost 3 hours. if only i had those 3 hours more..... :( but then, i had things i wanted to talk over with my friends. oh well, guess tonight i just have to burn midnight oil again.

thought i was going to die this morning. haha. was feeling giddy n nauseous, hands trembling, blah blah blah.. the works. guess i really "overworked" myself this time. i was even wondering whether i could make it to work. i was seriously contemplating getting an mc so i can sleep at home n wake up later to continue on the costumes. but i figured it won't be fair if i do that, afterall i'm not really sick. eugene's right, nobody forced me to be a programmer, i wanted the job, i have to do it without complaints. so here i am, in the office, but it's super quiet today, so far only one call. so, with nothing to do, hungry, tired, air-con super cold n nice to sleep in, sharon out to the bank, i couldn't help it but to sleep at my desk. BAD CHOICE. woken up by the sound of fiona walking in. she thought i was sick. haha. so very obviously, got chided, very mildly though, afterall, my table was right at the door. but i'm glad fiona didn't fuss about me sleeping. heehee. fiona's really a nice boss.

so here i am, blogging n trying to keep myslef awake. the little nap i had just now really helped. i'm definitely more awake now. hopefully i dun fall asleep again. :P

was watching charmed... then picked this up from there, think phoebe said it or something:

THE ONE is someone who noes the idiot u are n still wans u.

well i can be a real IDIOT at times.. haha... n a super big one too.. i wonder where i'm going to find THE ONE BIGGER IDIOT who can stand me. haha. :P

lousy start of the day, thanks to a lousy umbrella.... time to add a new thing to my list of things to buy... AN UMBRELLA! haha.

last night was a lot better though... heehee. FINALLY got to meet my dear mary. can't even remember when was the last time i saw her. almost couldn't recognise her. slimed down a lot n very pretty! haha. n i finally passed her her birthday gift for last year... bought 5 months early n delivered 7 months late... haha... hey mary, how come u never do bring ur boy boy so i can get to meet him? hahaha... meet the guy who tamed our dear mary. anywayz, had fun over dinner, took some nice pictures, (with the help of willie, thanx!) which i will upload to my blog once i figure out how.. haha..

i noticed something interesting though, somehow, my friends can always gang up on me, even if they were meeting for the first time. haha. hmm... maybe it's time i reflected on myself.. haha :P

hafn't blogged in a week! wow, had a lot to say a few days back, but somehow, all those thoughts n ideas n complaints seem to have escaped me... :S never mind then.. just to tell u all that i'm still alive and kicking.. though only barely.. haha :P till my next blog!

right... those who caught me online tonight would have seen from my msn nick. yupz... latest ambition: to own a country club membership by age 35. i'm guessing i most prob won't be able to accomplish it, but then, everyone's got a right to dream. haha.

n y would i and harbour such a dream in the first place? cos eric brought us to laguna national golf & country club. that's y. had a lot of fun there. great place with great view n facilities. a pity u could hear the cars from the highway behind. really spoilt the ambience. the dressing room was AMAZING. u should have seen us mountain turtles jumping up n down in it. haha. good thing the club was closed for maintinance today, else we would really have embarrassed ourselves.

i got a chance to drive the buggy! so fun. but after i crashed it into one of the fake walls, i decided it's better to let jeffire take back the driving seat. haha. i think if i tried to drive anymore eric might have strangled me = P eric was really nice n treated us to drinks n dinner. the laksa really smelled very good, but our fried rice wasn't too bad either.. heehee

oh, n i got a ride in eric's alfa romeo! so cool! felt a bit cramped in the backseat though. not much leg space though my legs are already shorter than most pple... hahaha. maybe i'm just too fat... huiyi i guess u are right, i should join u in dieting. haha. = P

feeling all the more broke now.... = (

hafn't had such a nice long sleep until so late in the afternoon for 2 weeks! haha. i only woke up at 2.30 pm today = P but the thing is, i keep waking up every half an hour since 8am though i still feel very very tired n sleepy. now i'm having a headache. maybe i slept too much. haha = P

i came up with a whole list of things i wan/need to buy when i get my next pay check.

1. teva sandals
2. a new bag
3. new shoes
4. new spectacles
5. necklace
6. watch

i also need to set up a new fund raising party like yongren. hahaha. cos besides all these, i need to save up for my birthday celebration. sigh.... anybody wans to donate to me?

as usual, too free at work so i came to blog again. haha. thought i would finally be on time this morning. not only do i realise i was 10 minutes late, i found my company building's one n only lift spoilt. so, being in the rush i'm always in (since i'm already late) i had to clear 10 storeys worth of stairs in the shortest possible time. managed to climb up in slightly less than 4 minutes. haha. i was impressed with myself. but end up i was sweating like crazy n panting. sianz.... later still got company dinner to go to. hope i dun stink.. haha.

back to blog again... my friends who noe me (n how much of a tom-boy i am) will be deeply surprised by this blog. even i am surprised by how vain i am now. haha. yes. this is about pimples. i'm having the worst pimple outbreak in my life! yucks.... i've never had so much pimples at a single time.. NEVER EVER! haha. bleahz.

yes. hate the sprouting pimples. think they might be due to my hair or lack of sleep or my cosmetics. n yes, u saw right. i use cosmetics. i'm working near shenton way, high time to learn to use make-up. so i actually decided to give my face a break last night n come to work without make-up. but when i woke up, the pimples seemed to have gotten better. so i just went ahead n applied make-up. haha. crap. if more pimples sprout. then we know what happens. haha.

growing FATTER in my company. as if i'm not fat enough as it is. my colleagues are periodically bringing out food n feeding me. first potato chips, then chocolates, then prawn crackers. somemore all i do in office is nuah n sit down. this is bad..... :'(

okie... as you pple can see, i'm back here to blog again. haha. n guess what? i'm still sitting in my office. haha. this is just how free i am in my office. but i will be this free only up till next tues. by wed i should be very very busy. my colleagues are super nice. sharon is always feeding us with chips n karopok. fiona is always walking up n down joking with us. even sharen is feeding us. with chocolates somemore. haha.

urgh. just got chided by eric for not answering phone call properly. damned. ooh... almost 6. time to start packing. haha.