ok i dun hate my job... haha. it's not that bad actually... my colleagues are nice, in fact, my bosses are nice, only eric is scary sometimes... haha. looks fierce. but even eric is nice. n i just got paid $300 for nuahing a week in office. cool.... they didn't even deduct my pay when i went off early from work for 2 hours today.. haha. so nice hor? starting to love my job :P

my eyes have got to be playing tricks on me. i really must be seeing things. just went to read one of my new colleague's blog n he included me in the group n described us new girls at the office as "demure" and "young and pretty" wow... he's got to be kidding. oh i noe. he means the other 3 girls... i'm just the subsidary that unfortunately had to be attached in the group.. hahaha. bleahz.

first day at work wasn't fantastic. in fact, it was disappointing. it was a full morning of nuahing n a full afternoon of "sai gang". somemore i think i botched up the task my boss set me. argh.... hate my job already on the first day.... how to last till july?? someone tell me pls??

yupz! i'm back to blog AGAIN. haha. had a wonderful day today! seriously, nothing can dampen my mood today = P heehee.

first was results. it wasn't fantastic, in fact i would call it poor. but it's not as devastating as my last 2 sems. so i figured it's something to be gald about. well at least it wasn't as bad as i expected it to be.

then went out n had a super nice but super duper filling dinner with meixuan. yes, deepa "flew kite" on us today. so ended up only went with meixuan for the ny piano ensemble concert. dinner was at sizzler. i can't remember how many light years it has been since my last visit to a sizzler outlet. think last visit was in 2003? haha. but i was in a good mood n so in the mood to splurge. = P as usual, sizzler was ex n the portion wasn't exactly huge. but still, it was good. heehee. had some salad off the salad bar, n the clam chowder was good. = P then we left n went back to ny.

thought i lost one side of my earrings on my way there though. my favorite pair too. realised it when we got to the interchange. then we back tracked all the way back to sizzler. still couldn't find it. = S but luckily i found it after i got home. heehee. was seriously sad on the cab to ny so u can guess how excited i was to find it when i got home. heehee.

the piano ensemble concert wasn't fantastic but the teachers' performances were nice. saw a different side of our NYJC teachers. some could play instruments, some could sing really well. it's just a side of them u wouldn't imagine when attending their classes. though the students weren't really fantastic, overall i had fun lar. met seok ting in the lt. haha. great to see an old friend after soooo long. was really impressed with this new teacher i've never seen. according to the emcees, he just won the most inspiring chinese teacher this year n he played the violin. it was just BEAUTIFUL. i always admired pple who can play the violin. he was really good on the violin. think he's wasted in ny n as a chinese teacher. he should be somewhere with mep. ny only has lep n aep.

mrs tay looked GRRREAT! ahaha. n her daughter was really cute. ooh n liut, if u are reading this, our "shuai ge" mr wan was in the teacher's choir. haha. n yes he looked great too. yupz.. kindda miss the good ol' days in ny. hopefully can get our 01s1b pple out to meet one day soon. = P

yupz... back to blog again after just 2 days. long time since i blogged this often. haha. but then, nothing to do at home. i'm terribly bored at home. now not even going online can entice me. ran out of websites to visit n there's nobody to talk to online in the day. so sianz.. i really can't wait to start work. at least then i'll have something to keep me occupied. ever since mediacorp took over channel u, channel u is REALLY boring in the afternoon. so there u go, at home, nothing to do online, nothing to watch on tv, nobody at home but me. what else is there to do? sighz... back to nuahing.

hafn't blogged in about 2 weeks? so i decided to update pple on my uninteresting life. hahaha.

basically been nuahing at home mostly since i moved home, going out time to time. only interesting thing is that i went out to a pub first time on a day that i actually have to report home.

guess what? i reached home at 3.30am, with at least 3 phone calls earlier to warn me to get home soon n i get out of it without so much as a serious warning. yupz. i thought i was dead meat on the cab at 3.20 am with my mum telling me off. i thought my dad was going to kill me. the next day when my dad got home, he didn't scold me. he simply ignored me for a couple of hours. initially i thought i was going to get into deep trouble. but later on he lightened up n i didn't even get any warnings from him. i figured it was probably cos it was the eve of my mum's birthday. he let me off the hook cos he didn't wan to upset my mum ba. heehee.. i'm one naughty but lucky girl :P

i'm currently feeling broke. VERY. cos nuahing at home means no income, n the outings are really squeezing my resources dry. my job is starting a lot later than i expected. i'm only starting next wed. hope they are going to pay me for the one week n not accumulate it to the next pay check. one thing. if they pay me end of this month, the amount is not eligible for cpf deductions, it'll make me 50+ bucks richer. haha. second. if they dun pay me at the end of this month, i'd probably have to survive on air for the second half of june. not very inclined to borrow from my mum as i've already done that beginning of this month. time for SERIOUS budgeting.

i just read a particular blog. of someone i know, but not that close. read all about her version of a story that i already know so well. i figured she left out certain parts. certain parts that might have put her in a bad light.

that's when i remembered a certain chinese saying. 人不为己天诛地灭. i guess, it always happens. who would admit their mistakes in front of the whole world. i just dun understand how pple can actually bear to twist stories n then broadcast it to the world. it's not fair. but then again, the past 2 months have really taught me just how unfair this world is. indeed, life's not fair. it never is. i guess i can just live knowing i can face up to my own conscience. it just pains me to see the hypocrisy that is all around me already. n we hafn't even gone to the working arena.

i've been thinking quite a bit. i realised i can be self-centred too. though i've been blaming a certain someone for being self-centred a lot recently. (no not a bf, i dun have one, what are u thinking?) i guess pple our age tend to act that way. it's just how much n how often you do it. i suddenly realised i'm not as grown up as i used to think i was. but i'm learning. i'm not a girl, not yet a woman, all i need is time, while i'm in between. haha. sounds familiar? song lyrics. n no ronald, that does not give u permission to tease me. bleahz.

OMG... angie is soooooo sweet!! she gave me my first birthday present this year last friday... it's 7 months early lor... haha.. but guess what? it's a webcam!!! just because i said on my wishlist that i wan a webcam. OMG i didn't mean for anyone to buy anything off the list lor. i was just being extra. n she really gave me a webcam!!! touched. thanx angie!! love ya lots! haha.